[KAWAN]

here's my ranting

actually it is sad when we felt like we're being used
actually it is sad when we knew that someone befriend with you for something
friends with interest maybe
and it's sad when we knew the facts but we didn't try anything to change it
maybe because i'm a fool

being ordinary sometimes makes my heart aches
being ordinary makes me difficult to convey my feelings
what is the benefits of having friends that is beneficial to you if your heart aches ?

for you,
even we are best friend
doesn't make you have rights to step on me
i know that you didn't intend to
but stop
please stop

making my heart throbbing
making me jealous
making me wanna hate you for your innocence
please don't make  me act like insan berdosa

i know you didn't realize it
but stop stealing my affection
please stop

just stop

killing me with your innocence !

aku rimas

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